So I’ve realized that I just really stink at this whole blogging thing. After logging in to wordpress today, I saw that I did have 2 drafts that I never published. There were at least 2 other times when I tried logging into my account and had difficulty accessing my page. So I guess I just quit trying. It’s amazing what you can do though when you remember your password. (Yes, it’s been that long!)
What I’ve found, though, is that I am most prone to attempt to post something when I’m enduring a struggle of some kind. The drafts I moved to the trash involved deaths of people that I knew. Ironically enough, I found myself wanting to write today after dealing with a death of someone that I worked with.
So I guess today I’m just struggling with dealing with past relationships and hurts. Maybe eventually I’ll realize that blogging is good for more than just airing out my frustrations or a way of releasing/letting go my struggles.
